Odium

Two halves don’t make the man, but you still believe that you can be saved so allow me to explain.

I’m gonna get myself dead with this behavior. I’m gonna end lonely with this psyche. Did you think I’m that wholesome? unlikely. How much did you think my soul’s worth? Not pricey.

I’m too blind.

I’m too kind.

I’m too weak

To be able to seek

The true happiness for my sake that I will soon forsake.

I’m too fake.

But future’s so bleak, it be looking so grim.

I’m too green..

Just wanna foresee the sin.

Just wanna scream

And try to read the situation.

Book the expectation of my own imagination with no hesitation of what I’ve left to enquire if I’m the right man, if I’m the right mind.

That’s all the hate I brought upon myself.

And myself is not happy with myself because myself is asking himself whether agree or not with myself and that’s hell so I need help but guess from who

Myself.